Yesterday was the anniversary of the first day Master spoke to me online. We had a wonderful day that began with Master flogging and fucking my ass. i thought i could never have anal sex after previous experiences and Master has taken the time and patience necessary to help me work through it all. Now i not only can have anal sex, i can actually enjoy it and come from it.
Yesterday evening, Master was fingering me and it was wonderful! He was allowing me to come and they were amazing orgasms. i was wanting something different though, so after MANY orgasms, i got into my asking position and asked Master for something else. This was difficult for me to ask Him, to admit to myself and to Him that i actually wanted it. i asked Master to finger my ass and my clit for full body orgasms. Anal orgasms are completely different and delicious for me. They rock my entire body and i had been craving that since anal sex in the morning. Master was also surprised that i asked for it but pleased that i admitted i am an anal slut.
He gave me multiple anal orgasms and it was a delightful end to a wonderful anniversary day. :)
~His kitten
Tuesday, May 31, 2016
Thursday, May 26, 2016
one year anniversary
This weekend marks Our one year
anniversary and last night We exchanged gifts and went out to a wonderful dinner. i had no idea what Master got me but when i opened it i absolutely love it!!! i have wanted to try a flogger for a while and this one is absolutely beautiful. It matches the cane Master has with blue and black on the handle. Master gave me a little intro. auth the flogger on my back, butt, thighs and breasts. It was amazing! i thought Our visit this week was going to be very vanilla because the toys haven't been moved here yet but this was a very welcome surprise to go with my amazing gift.
Our dinner was amazing too, at a great little place that i can't remember the name lol. i had lamb lollies for the first time ever and they were great.
i have Master a very vanilla gift, whiskey stones and a low ball glass that has Our names and anniversary date on it. He really likes it :).
~His kitten
Our dinner was amazing too, at a great little place that i can't remember the name lol. i had lamb lollies for the first time ever and they were great.
i have Master a very vanilla gift, whiskey stones and a low ball glass that has Our names and anniversary date on it. He really likes it :).
~His kitten
Tuesday, May 24, 2016
Friday, May 13, 2016
emotions...
Master is house hunting in His new state and i am continuing to work on my weight lots and waiting to join Him.
This past week, Master sent me a picture of a poster for amateur night at a local strip club. This is something i know Master wants me to do at some future point when i've finished my weight loss journey so that didn't surprise me. What did surprise me was the conversation after and the emotions that popped up. i was sexually abused as a young child (5-7 yard old ) and sometimes things come up and are very emotional and i'm not expecting it.
Master showed me that picture and started telling me what to imagine that night being like, with Him there but not up front and all the men looking at me. That's when the emotions hit me. i didn't cry or anything but i certainly felt them, so i told Master. We talked and realized it came down to memories from my abuse as a child and Master told me i should cry or scream or whatever i felt like doing to feel those emotions. Unfortunately i didn't feel a way to let them out at that time. Master said We could work on it when i grey to visit Him soon.
Fast forward 4 days and Master and i are chatting online and looking at houses i've found that i think He may like. Master had me serve Him during this time by holding various poses while He looked over a houses pictures. One particular pose i knew would be hard but i got into it and was holding it to the best of my ability when i started to cry small, cute tears. We call those "His tears" because Master likes tears that are from serving Him. But suddenly the tears switched and were no longer small and cute.... they were HUGE, sobbing tears with all kinds of emotions from Our Sunday discussion. i held my position and sent Master a message to tell Him. He said i could move and i collapsed onto the floor and grabbed a blanket. i lay on my floor, completely covered by my blanket and sobbing for 15 minutes or so.
Afterward, Master did the best aftercare available to Us, He video called and i got to see His face and chat.
Do emotions like this ever hit anyone else like this?
Master said He needs to remember He can push me that hard over the phone, i don't like to be emotional but the thought of getting to serve Him a bit harder during this time is very appealing!!
i would love to hear from you amazing readers, please feel free to leave me a message!
Have a wonderful day:)
This past week, Master sent me a picture of a poster for amateur night at a local strip club. This is something i know Master wants me to do at some future point when i've finished my weight loss journey so that didn't surprise me. What did surprise me was the conversation after and the emotions that popped up. i was sexually abused as a young child (5-7 yard old ) and sometimes things come up and are very emotional and i'm not expecting it.
Master showed me that picture and started telling me what to imagine that night being like, with Him there but not up front and all the men looking at me. That's when the emotions hit me. i didn't cry or anything but i certainly felt them, so i told Master. We talked and realized it came down to memories from my abuse as a child and Master told me i should cry or scream or whatever i felt like doing to feel those emotions. Unfortunately i didn't feel a way to let them out at that time. Master said We could work on it when i grey to visit Him soon.
Fast forward 4 days and Master and i are chatting online and looking at houses i've found that i think He may like. Master had me serve Him during this time by holding various poses while He looked over a houses pictures. One particular pose i knew would be hard but i got into it and was holding it to the best of my ability when i started to cry small, cute tears. We call those "His tears" because Master likes tears that are from serving Him. But suddenly the tears switched and were no longer small and cute.... they were HUGE, sobbing tears with all kinds of emotions from Our Sunday discussion. i held my position and sent Master a message to tell Him. He said i could move and i collapsed onto the floor and grabbed a blanket. i lay on my floor, completely covered by my blanket and sobbing for 15 minutes or so.
Afterward, Master did the best aftercare available to Us, He video called and i got to see His face and chat.
Do emotions like this ever hit anyone else like this?
Master said He needs to remember He can push me that hard over the phone, i don't like to be emotional but the thought of getting to serve Him a bit harder during this time is very appealing!!
i would love to hear from you amazing readers, please feel free to leave me a message!
Have a wonderful day:)