Wednesday, October 21, 2015

Physically easy... emotionally difficult

Last week was very emotional for me. Master tried something new, clothes pins on my... girly parts... and it triggered a huge emotional response from me due to events in my childhood. Master worked with me and let me cry and We talked a lot about everything. Without this post getting bogged down with the emotional details, i'll just say that it was very hard for me. 
So, the next time i was at Master's house, He let me have an easy weekend physically because of the emotional week i had. We did try the clothes pins again and i was very emotional again, but it is good to work through it with Master. He can be so very kind. i feel so safe with Him.
i should have taken Him up on His offer to beat me before i left... now i'm wishing for it. Thankfully, i'll see Him again soon! 
i am so thankful for my Master. Just full of thoughts of gratitude and love:).
~ His kitten

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