Master and i had a wonderful weekend. i have lots of bite marks and some bruising from the hose to remind me if Our weekend. It felt so good to be used like this again. Life has been very stressful for Master especially lately and things were feeling a bit off but they are all set taught again. At least in this slave's opinion.
i also had the privilege of drinking from Master twice in one day and that was amazing. After the second time, Master told me i couldn't rinse my mouth for the entire movie We were watching. Sitting with His taste in my mouth is nice, it reminds me of my place and my service for Him. The sad part this time was that not rinsing my mouth meant no kissing during the movie. It ended up being better than i thought and having His taste made the movie more enjoyable.
Master also worked on fixing a few things around His house and He let me help. This is huge to me and i loved helping:).
Hope you all had enjoyable weekends!
Happy thanksgiving!
~ His kitten
Monday, November 23, 2015
Friday, November 6, 2015
Almost time
i just have to make it through work today and then i'll be on my way to see my Master.
i am ready to serve Him for this no mercy weekend. i know i'll be pushed to new limits and that is exciting but also a little scary. i worry that i won't be able to handle it, that i won't reach a New level and Master will be disappointed in me.
i want to serve Him better than i think i can, to help relieve stress for Him.
Ready for this weekend to start! :)
- His kitten
i am ready to serve Him for this no mercy weekend. i know i'll be pushed to new limits and that is exciting but also a little scary. i worry that i won't be able to handle it, that i won't reach a New level and Master will be disappointed in me.
i want to serve Him better than i think i can, to help relieve stress for Him.
Ready for this weekend to start! :)
- His kitten
Tuesday, November 3, 2015
I've got you, kitten
Master and i had an AMAZING weekend:). On Saturday, We were up close to tigers! So awesome:).
i had a rather emotionally difficult time Saturday evening dealing with some things from my past and Master asked if i needed a beating. i had just been thinking of asking for Him to, He knows my slave heart so well:).
i couldn't take much at all before i was a bawling mess in Master's lap. It was all emotional and needed to be felt and let out. Thankfully, Master was willing to help me get it out. i was so thankful He sat with me and held me while i cried. While He was beating me with the cane, Master stopped to switch to the crop and He paused and took a drink of His tea. This was so significant to me, just a show of how completely in control He was ( and is) while i was a messy puddle of emotions, He was very calm and I control. i'm so so thankful for that fact!!
Then, Sunday, i was still feeling emotional and Master slapped my girly bits.. this was new and it hit in those emotional things from my past and i began to cry again. It wasn't terrible but some. Later, i was still feeling emotional and some more things had come up through the day and so Master allowed me to lay with Him on the couch and cry and cuddle. It was so amazing to be so close to Him and for Him to tell me it is okay for me to cry, that i need to feel. He is so amazing.
When it was about time for me to leave, Master held my throat and bit the back of my neck, so i could just rub it this week and think of Him. Then, He got the hose out and gave me a quick beating to feel while i drove home.
Master also allowed me to drink from Him just before getting into the car.
i am so amazed by this Man... He is wonderful.
Master kept telling me this weekend that He's "got me" and i firmly believe He does:).
~His kitten
i had a rather emotionally difficult time Saturday evening dealing with some things from my past and Master asked if i needed a beating. i had just been thinking of asking for Him to, He knows my slave heart so well:).
i couldn't take much at all before i was a bawling mess in Master's lap. It was all emotional and needed to be felt and let out. Thankfully, Master was willing to help me get it out. i was so thankful He sat with me and held me while i cried. While He was beating me with the cane, Master stopped to switch to the crop and He paused and took a drink of His tea. This was so significant to me, just a show of how completely in control He was ( and is) while i was a messy puddle of emotions, He was very calm and I control. i'm so so thankful for that fact!!
Then, Sunday, i was still feeling emotional and Master slapped my girly bits.. this was new and it hit in those emotional things from my past and i began to cry again. It wasn't terrible but some. Later, i was still feeling emotional and some more things had come up through the day and so Master allowed me to lay with Him on the couch and cry and cuddle. It was so amazing to be so close to Him and for Him to tell me it is okay for me to cry, that i need to feel. He is so amazing.
When it was about time for me to leave, Master held my throat and bit the back of my neck, so i could just rub it this week and think of Him. Then, He got the hose out and gave me a quick beating to feel while i drove home.
Master also allowed me to drink from Him just before getting into the car.
i am so amazed by this Man... He is wonderful.
Master kept telling me this weekend that He's "got me" and i firmly believe He does:).
~His kitten
Monday, October 26, 2015
Happy, happy, joy, joy :)
i am one happy slave this morning. Master and i had an amazing weekend!
It started with Master tying me up and using the cane, crop and hose within 10 minutes of my arrival at His house.
Master declared it a "no mercy" weekend and it was! This was the first time He used anything on my back, the crop has a very good sting when used to it's full potential, as Master was doing to my back and butt and legs. He used the crop to warm my butt up and then the hose and cane on it. All 3 were used at different times on my thighs and calves.
Master has hit my feet once or twice but this time, He made me hold them stretched out and still for Him while He hit each with the cane 3 times. This was VERY hard for me, my feet are very sensitive, but i was able to do it for Master.
After all that, Master had me use my ass to serve His cock.
Oh how i was so pleased to have been used so fully and quickly upon my arrival.
my back, thighs and butt had some very nice colors on them, still do in fact:).
Before i left to come home yesterday, Master said He could really get into hiring me on a big way before i go home, so, Master tied me again to the weight bench and used the cane and crop on me again. This time He also had me wear the nipple clamps and wrapped the chain around the pole on the bench so i couldn't move as much. i love around a lot when Master is on my thighs or calves, something i know i need to work on and this way i would be more cautious of how much i moved.
Oh how Master worked me so very hard!!! It was delightful. i struggled for sure, but i love serving Him and having marks to show that i did. This was the first time i have truly been trembling after. He had me trembling during as well. We found new limits for me during this no mercy weekend and now i can serve Master more, with more of my body:).
Master has been talking about getting a whip, i think We may be a step closer to that now!
What a wonderful weekend!! i hope All of you were able too enjoy yours as well.
~His kitten
It started with Master tying me up and using the cane, crop and hose within 10 minutes of my arrival at His house.
Master declared it a "no mercy" weekend and it was! This was the first time He used anything on my back, the crop has a very good sting when used to it's full potential, as Master was doing to my back and butt and legs. He used the crop to warm my butt up and then the hose and cane on it. All 3 were used at different times on my thighs and calves.
Master has hit my feet once or twice but this time, He made me hold them stretched out and still for Him while He hit each with the cane 3 times. This was VERY hard for me, my feet are very sensitive, but i was able to do it for Master.
After all that, Master had me use my ass to serve His cock.
Oh how i was so pleased to have been used so fully and quickly upon my arrival.
my back, thighs and butt had some very nice colors on them, still do in fact:).
Before i left to come home yesterday, Master said He could really get into hiring me on a big way before i go home, so, Master tied me again to the weight bench and used the cane and crop on me again. This time He also had me wear the nipple clamps and wrapped the chain around the pole on the bench so i couldn't move as much. i love around a lot when Master is on my thighs or calves, something i know i need to work on and this way i would be more cautious of how much i moved.
Oh how Master worked me so very hard!!! It was delightful. i struggled for sure, but i love serving Him and having marks to show that i did. This was the first time i have truly been trembling after. He had me trembling during as well. We found new limits for me during this no mercy weekend and now i can serve Master more, with more of my body:).
Master has been talking about getting a whip, i think We may be a step closer to that now!
What a wonderful weekend!! i hope All of you were able too enjoy yours as well.
~His kitten
Wednesday, October 21, 2015
Physically easy... emotionally difficult
Last week was very emotional for me. Master tried something new, clothes pins on my... girly parts... and it triggered a huge emotional response from me due to events in my childhood. Master worked with me and let me cry and We talked a lot about everything. Without this post getting bogged down with the emotional details, i'll just say that it was very hard for me.
So, the next time i was at Master's house, He let me have an easy weekend physically because of the emotional week i had. We did try the clothes pins again and i was very emotional again, but it is good to work through it with Master. He can be so very kind. i feel so safe with Him.
i should have taken Him up on His offer to beat me before i left... now i'm wishing for it. Thankfully, i'll see Him again soon!
i am so thankful for my Master. Just full of thoughts of gratitude and love:).
~ His kitten
So, the next time i was at Master's house, He let me have an easy weekend physically because of the emotional week i had. We did try the clothes pins again and i was very emotional again, but it is good to work through it with Master. He can be so very kind. i feel so safe with Him.
i should have taken Him up on His offer to beat me before i left... now i'm wishing for it. Thankfully, i'll see Him again soon!
i am so thankful for my Master. Just full of thoughts of gratitude and love:).
~ His kitten
Thursday, October 15, 2015
All the colors of the wind
Okay, maybe not colors of the wind but, i'm all kinds of colors from last weekend.
my thighs, calves and butt are all decorated. Master kept saying what a beautiful view it was from behind :).
It all started my first evening with Master. Before We went to dinner, Master used the rubber hose on my butt 18 times. We've gone as high as 20 but, as He put it, there were more plans for my butt over the weekend.
After dinner, i was having a bit of a hard time getting soaking wet down below, which is generally not at all a problem. Master suspected the issue was 2 weeks without a good beating so, He tied my hands and feet to His weight bench which left me bent over and very exposed for Him.
He began using the cane on my butt, thighs and calves. The thighs are still very hard for me, it's been fairly recent that Master has started using those and calves were virgins this time. i was struggling to be still, boy do i have a lot to learn! It was very hard for me... so much so that, for the first time, i had to say something to have Master to check in on me. Generally, anytime He sees tears, He checks in. 99% of the time i'm just fine and We go on. This time, i had been crying for a few minutes so that wasn't a cue to check in anymore. i said "Okay. Okay." and Master came to my side to check in. i told Him it was very difficult on my calves and thighs. We discussed that it isn't supposed to be easy and that i am serving Him with my pain. That was a very fast conversation and then, Master got out the clover nipple clamps... not my favorite way to serve (http://hislovingkitten.blogspot.com/2015/09/my-least-favorite-thing.html?m=1) and my training collar. He set the collar on the bench and put on the clamps first, then the collar. Then, Master said it was a big change, i was able to be more still, to take more pain and everything. It was like my collar flipped a switch in my head.
i don't wear a collar all the time, even when i'm at Master's house. my collar is a chain link with a master lock on it. It is for training times or when i've earned it in Master's eyes. But boy do i love wearing it. i was able to wear it all weekend, expect when We were in public... it is quite noticeable so Master removes it just before We leave, and replaces it right after We return.
Once the collar and clamps were on, Master started to use the cane on the front of both thighs. This was also new for me but, my focus was right by this point and i did much better.
Master then wanted to use my ass so He untied my ankles and hands and instructed me to wait for Him on the bed. i went to stand up and forgot that the clamps have a chain connecting them.. that was under the pole on the weight bench... OOOWWWWW i pulled so hard, it was such a terrible, sharp pain!! Master and i had a good laugh over that silly move... all i needed to do was lift the chain around the pole before standing up... lol at least We can laugh together :).
The weekend was long and so very good. There is so much more to write about but that must wait for another day, time for work.
~ His kitten
my thighs, calves and butt are all decorated. Master kept saying what a beautiful view it was from behind :).
It all started my first evening with Master. Before We went to dinner, Master used the rubber hose on my butt 18 times. We've gone as high as 20 but, as He put it, there were more plans for my butt over the weekend.
After dinner, i was having a bit of a hard time getting soaking wet down below, which is generally not at all a problem. Master suspected the issue was 2 weeks without a good beating so, He tied my hands and feet to His weight bench which left me bent over and very exposed for Him.
He began using the cane on my butt, thighs and calves. The thighs are still very hard for me, it's been fairly recent that Master has started using those and calves were virgins this time. i was struggling to be still, boy do i have a lot to learn! It was very hard for me... so much so that, for the first time, i had to say something to have Master to check in on me. Generally, anytime He sees tears, He checks in. 99% of the time i'm just fine and We go on. This time, i had been crying for a few minutes so that wasn't a cue to check in anymore. i said "Okay. Okay." and Master came to my side to check in. i told Him it was very difficult on my calves and thighs. We discussed that it isn't supposed to be easy and that i am serving Him with my pain. That was a very fast conversation and then, Master got out the clover nipple clamps... not my favorite way to serve (http://hislovingkitten.blogspot.com/2015/09/my-least-favorite-thing.html?m=1) and my training collar. He set the collar on the bench and put on the clamps first, then the collar. Then, Master said it was a big change, i was able to be more still, to take more pain and everything. It was like my collar flipped a switch in my head.
i don't wear a collar all the time, even when i'm at Master's house. my collar is a chain link with a master lock on it. It is for training times or when i've earned it in Master's eyes. But boy do i love wearing it. i was able to wear it all weekend, expect when We were in public... it is quite noticeable so Master removes it just before We leave, and replaces it right after We return.
Once the collar and clamps were on, Master started to use the cane on the front of both thighs. This was also new for me but, my focus was right by this point and i did much better.
Master then wanted to use my ass so He untied my ankles and hands and instructed me to wait for Him on the bed. i went to stand up and forgot that the clamps have a chain connecting them.. that was under the pole on the weight bench... OOOWWWWW i pulled so hard, it was such a terrible, sharp pain!! Master and i had a good laugh over that silly move... all i needed to do was lift the chain around the pole before standing up... lol at least We can laugh together :).
The weekend was long and so very good. There is so much more to write about but that must wait for another day, time for work.
~ His kitten
Thursday, October 8, 2015
Almost time
It has been Almost 2 weeks since i saw my Master. i know MANY people go so much longer but for me this has been a long time. i miss Him so much and now it is only 24 hours until i begin my drive to see Him for a long weekend!
i am looking forward to helping relieve two weeks of crazy work stress for my Master.
i don't know how He's planning to use me but i'm ready to show Him how useful i can be:).
i'm ready to be needed and used.
Also, He will be meeting my extended family this weekend. He's met my parents already. i'm a bit nervous that they who be their crazy selves and He won't want to be with me anymore. But, He knows my crazy already and is still allowing me to serve Him so hopefully it will all be fine.
And i hope to have LOTS to write about again after Our weekend.
~His kitten
i am looking forward to helping relieve two weeks of crazy work stress for my Master.
i don't know how He's planning to use me but i'm ready to show Him how useful i can be:).
i'm ready to be needed and used.
Also, He will be meeting my extended family this weekend. He's met my parents already. i'm a bit nervous that they who be their crazy selves and He won't want to be with me anymore. But, He knows my crazy already and is still allowing me to serve Him so hopefully it will all be fine.
And i hope to have LOTS to write about again after Our weekend.
~His kitten
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