Happy thanksgiving

me- i'm following You trying to say goodnight.
Master- I'm not kissing you, remember the garage?
me- Oh yes, i used mouth wash already, i'm clean.
Master- *gives goodnight kiss*
Happy thanksgiving little slave. Master managed to sneak in a wonderful moment when We went in the garage alone, He allowed me to drink from Him. A wonderful moment in the midst of  family time.
i hope everyone had a wonderful day yesterday! 
i have so much to be thankful for and my amazing Master is at the very top of my list:).
~ His kitten

feeling like a slave

Master and i had a wonderful weekend. i have lots of bite marks and some bruising from the hose to remind me if Our weekend. It felt so good to be used like this again. Life has been very stressful for Master especially lately and things were feeling a bit off but they are all set taught again. At least in this slave's opinion.
i also had the privilege of drinking from Master twice in one day and that was amazing.  After the second time, Master told me i couldn't rinse my mouth for the entire movie We were watching. Sitting with His taste in my mouth is nice, it reminds me of my place and my service for Him. The sad part this time was that not rinsing my mouth meant no kissing during the movie. It ended up being better than i thought and having His taste made the movie more enjoyable.
Master also worked on fixing a few things around His house and He let me help. This is huge to me and i loved helping:).
Hope you all had enjoyable weekends!
Happy thanksgiving! 
~ His kitten

Almost time

i just have to make it through work today and then i'll be on my way to see my Master. 
i am ready to serve Him for this no mercy weekend. i know i'll be pushed to new limits and that is exciting but also a little scary. i worry that i won't be able to handle it, that i won't reach a New level and Master will be disappointed in me.
i want to serve Him better than i think i can, to help relieve stress for Him.
Ready for this weekend to start! :) 
- His kitten

I've got you, kitten

Master and i had an AMAZING weekend:). On Saturday, We were up close to tigers! So awesome:). 
i had a rather emotionally difficult time Saturday evening dealing with some things from my past and Master asked if i needed a beating. i had just been thinking of asking for Him to, He knows my slave heart so well:).
i couldn't take much at all before i was a bawling mess in Master's lap. It was all emotional and needed to be felt and let out. Thankfully, Master was willing to help me get it out. i was so thankful He sat with me and held me while i cried. While He was beating me with the cane, Master stopped to switch to the crop and He paused and took a drink of His tea. This was so significant to me, just a show of how completely in control He was ( and is) while i was a messy puddle of emotions, He was very calm and I control. i'm so so thankful for that fact!!
Then, Sunday, i was still feeling emotional and Master slapped my girly bits.. this was new and it hit in those emotional things from my past and i began to cry again. It wasn't terrible but some. Later, i was still feeling emotional and some more things had come up through the day and so Master allowed me to lay with Him on the couch and cry and cuddle. It was so amazing to be so close to Him and for Him to tell me it is okay for me to cry, that i need to feel. He is so amazing.
When it was about time for me to leave, Master held my throat and bit the back of my neck, so i could just rub it this week and think of Him. Then, He got the hose out and gave me a quick beating to feel while i drove home. 
Master also allowed me to drink from Him just before getting into the car.
i am so amazed by this Man... He is wonderful.
Master kept telling me this weekend that He's "got me" and i firmly believe He does:).
~His kitten